Well. hope u guys did good ya? my school's exp finished their pre. and boy are they goin all out. all have their plans.. at this stage, everyone is at their equal footing. Half the battle is alrdy over and the beginning of the end is just 2 weeks away from me and im still not free from my insecurities. i guess ill be able to pull it through. i hope i will. Last outing on sat and tt is it. My fasting month starts the next day (damn). I gorge myself wit food. just thinkin abt it alrdy makes me sick. having to go through normal days wit an empty stomach (not exactly empty, but heck, ill just get hungry again.). well too bad i ve got to commit myself to this. till the very end. (which is next month of course.. uurrghh.) guess ill be takin my N wit an empty stomach. LOL. this time, i gotta study based on my own self discipline. and not realy on raj or vic's invitation to go study, den study. Pls. just let me go through two weeks of next mnth and it will be all over. i aint really worried abt my subs. just math.
as i was typin this, i heard sounds similiar to the sound of fireworks exploding. well, and here i though tt maybe an aeroplane exploded midair heading straight for my hse. LOL. if tts the case, SAYONARA WORLD. lol. tt would be cruel. i havent had sex yet, im too young too die. but hey, ive been reading a book. its damn good. wad i said abt death. lemme quote sumthin from the book."Evryone knows they are gonna die. They just dont believe in it, if they did, they would be doing things differently."its true (how come this sudd turn to death thought? who gives a heck anyways..LOL)imagined if ur like dat. u would lived ur life to evry of its precious seconds.
i cant get her. tts all i have to say. she s waitin for my fren. waiting. hey, plan B. ill wait too. life's a gamble. i live to survive another day. happy for my express frens. hope we continue meeting up to study ya? i really need u guys. if not, this remaining weeks, i would not have touched a single book. thks guys,.. hope u guys do well aight? all d best.too bad i cant tag. bleah. i guess ill stop these thoughts of her for the time being. for the sake of my N. OH CRAP! SPEECH. damn.. how the hell did i get myself into this..