so much stuff goin through in my mind.. man... N levels are in like 6 days time and what im doin is minimal revision. LOL. only god knows wether ill make it through.. one thing i noe, im not alone.. infact, alot of people facin the same stuff.. well so much for the tough guy talk.. im actually trembling inside.. added to this, alot of them who alrdy took the N level boast abt it being so easy and u could like go to sec 5 lik a breeze.. OH YEAH!? F***K THAT.. WHAT F**K u trying to tell me? why do i see retainees in my F**king class dammnit. i miss those days when life is much more carefree.. argggh..

I PLAY TOO MUCH ALRDY..
didnt mean to make vic feel bad.. sorry vic.. well i was angry at first.. LOL. I could have followed karzaily to go study at library but vic told us tt she was comin to sch.. O-k... so u noe, why would she wanna come to sch if we were to go off? so i tot to myself.. ok den, lets just wait for her.. we could do like real good revision.. halfway waiting..she changed her mind.. man.. haha.. well i was angry, but i though to myself arh, its ok la. walkin down the hill, raj called her.. we both played a prank on her.. which i noe goddamn stupid of me.. well.. wads doen is done.. all i can say is sorry.

WHAT DO I THINK OF THE WORLD IM IN RIGHT NOW.
i have good friends.
i have a good family.
not such a bad school after all
im a sucker for lotsa things.
1 meter of fun.
NCC
N levels stinks.
same goes for O levels.
Movies are great! ( love the feeling of walking into the dark theatre) lol.
salted popcorn rulez.
maths still suck though
so much things to do, so little time.
not really proud of what i love to do the most, DISTURBING PPL
often getting me in bad situations.
likes or love? hmm someone. but i cant tell her.
class chairman for a "not really so pathethic class now"
(show me more and ill be convinced).
GUESS ILL STOP HERE FOR NOW.

hey ppl.. actualli felt bad for making vic feel bad.. damn la.. vic u may say its okay and all tt. but i aint buyin it.. im realli sorrie.. its just tt.. sumtimes its fun.. but i noe la.. so im verry sorry k? next time kick me in the "u noe where la" if i made u angry or anything.. THAT WOULD REALLY BE A WAKE UP CALL>> so yeah .. tads all.. smile ppl.. SMILE>> WHEE>>