Guess wad.. K just told me.. its over.. they are over..

they are not together anymore.. no longer.. he started it alrdy.. he started it alrdy...goddamnit tt guy.. i dunnoe wad should i feel.. shud i feel pain? shud i be hurt? wad should i feel? each time i think abt him, dumping k for R, i dunnoe wad to feel.. id always make myself think like this.. "oh good, he is doin this for R.. dump K for R.." tts good isnt it? but if he alrdy did this.. den what would happen to R if he does this to her one day? i dun care abt me.. i just care for R.. she wants him so badly.. almost all the time keeps talkin abt him when we meet up.. i ve set my priorities straight.. shut myself off from this.. from thinking abt her.. i guess wad mr sim did was ok. he took my phone away.. so i dun need to sms her.. damn. why must this come at this time? i have a splittin headache.. with fever.. and if i dun come tomorrow, vic will think tt im serious abt not comin to sch for paper 2. im realli fortunate to have frens like vic and raj..

now what abt K.. she sounded so happy talkin to me in msn.. abt her not being wit A anymore.. he lied to her.. she sounded so happy.. but i think i noe, deep down inside, it hurts.. especially betrayed by somebody u like.. i ve felt tt b4.. it realli sucked. i hope she is realli ok.. i dun realli talk much wit her anymore.. and this shit really sucks.

vic.. lol..i guess like wad i sang, what will be, will be.. damn la.. why does this keep happening. i should not have liked her.. i wouldnt be thinkin abt this if i didnt have any feelings for her..and no, im not lying to myself.. i guess, she is not for me.. she ll nver will.. unless i tell her rite? well she never will. RAJ PRISON BREAK NO EPISODE 17!!! WAD THE HELL... haha faster d/l and gimme.. knn.. now kenna hold alrdy. lol.. U TWO, my N are gonna be over soon.. time for u guys..