its been awhile since sch started.. mixed feelings.. im doing bad stuff too nowadays.. Heavy this year.. terms of studies.. and you know what.. right raj? hhaha.. well guess what, just got term one results and my math still suck.. 34.4.. sometimes i wonder.. im i really a DUMBFUCK asshole when it comes to math? its really FRIKKIN frustrating... really spoiled my mood.. on the other side, i used to get lik what, 20 below.. it dosent matter.. its just not enough.. im least worried abt my other subs.. i can handle it.. just need to get use to O lvl standards i guess?

Lately, been looking forward to weekends all the time.. been waking up late to sch.. den ive been using the computer too much that im starting to feel like my degree is goin up.. gosh.. im still hesitating abt getting part time.. fuck. Constantly been hanging up work late.. i wonder why miss lau is so good to me yet i keep doing it.. damn.. My dedication to ncc has wavered i must say? There is really not much for me to do.. is it just me.. or am i really become bad to worse?

Well we talked abt the past.. why what when how.. all truth came.. i really felt good..
darn happy? she s talking to me.. im talking to her..hell yeah i am.. and we re like in the old days when we re in sec 1 and 2.. rekindled feelings maybe.. ppl been asking me that.. i dont know.. i still believe its a phase that he and she been going through this whole time? im at fault, she 's at fault.. faults are always around in relationships.. Maybe we werent suppose to be with each other in the very beggining? well..