Even though yeah, just a few weeks, its great having u back in my life.. U mean the whole world to me.. im sorry for the bad things ive done in the past and few days back.. this habit of mine will be totally erased away and its great that ur understanding. Its just that, i cant help but feel stupid and inferior in class where everyone is doing better than me.. and thinking abt that, i irritate myself, and in turn take it out on ppl around me..
Now its this.. Faith.. is what i lack in you and our relationship.. its true what u say.. A part of me tells me to trust u and not to worry abt these but the past keeps haunting me back.. appearing everytime i talk to a person who has somthing or somewhat connected in it.. that what makes me doubt you.. snd im truly sorry abt it..
from now on, i promise, that ill never let the past worry me again and that i have full faith in u and our relationship..

We dont need this right now..our main aim is the O lvls right? we re goin on just fine.. havin u back is great.. finally, i really have somebody.

btw.. im suppose to be studying.. i guess the heart really does do the thinkin in this kinda stuff.. rendering the brain useless.. lol the wretched exams are here.. lets see if my predictions is right.. haha!