actually.. it was ok. work is hectic there.. but i can handle it. fomr now onwards, i swear not to work on fridays. i hate it man.. pure evil.

pressing matters to me.. i dont know why.. but if there is one day that i cant see her or meet up with her, id go all restless.. i know thats not good. she needs her space.. one thing that makes me angry with her. She always says that "i dont want to bother u" why. Why. WHY. Bother me please. what good of a boyfriend i am to her if like asking for a simple company to go shopping would bother me? i hate it when she says that. i enjoy doing stuff i dont like to do with her. i dont mind, i dont care, i dont bother. If it means walking home from woodlands, eating tons of chocolate, spends hours of shopping, meeting at ridiculous time and more. I DONT MIND.
as long as im with her.

i swear that i wont regret saying this cuz the day when i took u back in my life, i dont regret anything. i dont regret quitting smoking for you. i dont regret anything. im just contented to have you back in my life. As pathethic as i am right now, be it appearance, financially. There will be changes soon. i know it dosent matter to u. but it does to me for u. i want to be the best that i can be for you. there may be ups and downs. but hey, thats what happens in relationships. we do everything together. i dont mind doing things that i dont like doing as long as ur by my side.
it may be mushy and all that lovey dovey stuff. The part where the guys says this just for the sake of saying it. But this is all right down in my heart.

there are changes soon. very soon. i can feel it tingling in my backbone.

RAAHINAAH. I HATE UR JOB. SERIOUSLY. no lah. it was ok. just dat, shitload of people love eating expensive ice cream. too much too handle. i gotta get use to it. lol.