She s the one different now..
GOD.. why do u do this to me? everytime know.. i know la ive been cheatin.. doing things dat im not suppose to be doing.. but why dont i get what i want? and when i do, confirm somthings wrong.. why.. im grateful for all that u gave me.. including her.. but why dont i fully get what i want? is this what i need to pay for that when i get her, this is how she ll be when she's with me? if thats true, id much rather have her than not having her at all..

Im putting in my all for this.. im giving you my heart.. but why dont u give me yours.. its unfair.. i dont deserve it?

Maybe so.