okay.. its kinda completed.. kinda.. haha.. im left with the tagboard and song.. which i dont know where to put. lol.. its kind of boring without music that sums up how ur feeling for that period when ur reading a blog.. do u feel the same? i dont know.. for me it is.. how will i fare over these three weeks? will i make real use of it? will that sec 3, hardworking, never giving up sufian come and help me out? or will i just remain as dumb as ever? dang.. its mixed emotions.. im one part glad that its finally coming and that ill just need to endure this period of time to get it over and done with and im scared at the same time with the fact that i know im not going to do well.. depressed? im not so sure abt that.. for one thing i know.. this is my chance, my turn to make it.. out of this old place..

On to not soo depressing part.. when the time comes to earn money.. there is one place i know i could make alot of it.. Collins.. man.. its been awhile... its always that awkward feeling when i work there.. but the money s good. serious.. to the point that we take 50 dollars just like 2 dollars.. if u get what i mean la.. for people our age, the money u get there is hell load..

ah. lazy to type. tommorrow.. haha..