a week into the fasting month.. gosh.. i dont know if i lost any weight significant enough for me or others to see.. if i did lost weight, i would have felt it if i wore one of my jeans. lol. anyways.. it no big deal.. cuz prolly half my life.. ive gone through this.. and it applies to each and every muslims in the world. we accustomed to it alredy. haha.. sometimes my playfull mind would wonder off thinking, what was my prophet thinking for going through this? just thinking abt that is a sin. lol. prelims over.. results will not be good i guess.. cuz even b4 it ended, my cadets, who of course, saw my bio marks as it was marked infront of them, told me abt it.. what a way to end the day huh.. i was like on my last paper for the day and prelims when all of a sudden.
SUFIAN! SUFIAN!
u fail ur bio sia..
urrgh. what a stab through the heart. anyways.. i wasnt alone. apparently, the whole sec 5Na except for one, roysten, who was born with a duckweed in his hand (that explains his exceptional talent in bio) failed. its nothing to be proud of nor something that should be taken lightly.. cuz our frikkin Os are like in a few weeks time. dang.. i got my dnt results too. B4 i guess.. damn. my practical.. i wonder if i could do anything more.. hmm.. abit sad kinda.. haha.. anyways..
lemme just predict whats the outcome for my prelims.. ALL FAIL. cool huh? lol. and yeah, i was almost fired from haagen daz. cool or what.. haha! i heard from one of my supervisor.. she s real kind. she told me that i got 77 marks for the mistery shopper test.. *Mistery Shopper. a test whereby it will test the service proficiency of crew on shift of any outlets.* well to me,its basically a test whereby some nut, who has nothing better to do, comes in acts all customer on us just to bite us in the ass with some marks that could possibly cost our job.. i failed.77.. u put that mark in O levels lets say for my math and it be frikkin A2 goddamnit.. 97 is passing mark i heard... whatever happened to 50 above hundred and ur save off the hook. fuck. anyways.. she was like telling me how close i was to being fired.. she talked up for me.. thank goodness.. it is true tho. i voluntarily wanted the kitchen job.. they put me up but i didnt received any training cuz i was originally a waiter.. thats not the reason why im still around.. she talked for me.. and this new manager, a malay guy, he did too. he didnt get good praises from my colleagues as he known to be like strict and stuff.. i myself dont really know him well.. arh.. even if they we re to fire me, go ahead.. they ll just be digging their own grave.. the outlet that im at, holland Village, is the biggest in singapore.. and they re loosing crew members as fast as the ice cream melts if its not in the freezer adding that this blatant style of firing does not stop..

u must be wondering why im like writing soo much considering how dense my few entries were.. lol.. cuz, this best girlfriend of mine wanted me too. and dont get me wrong yt, im not challenging how long a post i could write.. but its what id usually wanna say each time i blog.. lol. aight, 3 40 am alredy.. im havin sch tomorrow..