frankly speaking, inside me, there is something growing.. but im confused into wether do i want it to grow or kill it off by numbing it down like ive used to.. its always been like this.. we get together, this and that and break up... after awhile we pop back up meeting, going out and stuff and eventually end up together..

i wont hide what i feel cuz thats who i really am.. and this feeling inside is the so called "old flame" reigniting.. but this time, im not very sure wether i wanna go ahead with it.. its been bothering me.. i like what we had the previous time.. but i kinda like what we have right now? this is not a confession to her or a shoutout to her, this is merely a bubble of thought that im having and putting it down for u guys out there to help me out..

im scared?