its been raining these past few days.. and let me tell u, i am really thankful for it.. although there are inconveniences like getting wet and stuff, i escaped horrendous peak hours thats supposedly were to happen normally when i work. Simply said, working is much more relaxed.. less customers.. but when i reach home, my mom could be yapping and nagging.. non stop abt how she couldnt dry the clothes in time before the next batch of laundry.. and my dad gets all the nagging.. i just try to stay below the radar.. avoid doing any stupid stuff to get her attention, because once i do, its like a spark that starts a tank full of oil.. lol..

frankly speaking.. i feel kinda lonely.. i mean, i have companions as it is.. but its like one of my friend, in need of female companions.. haha.. not desperate of anything.. cuz at this point of time, i have all the time in the world i need to find one later on.. its time to meet someone new in my life too.. lol.. my phone has been silent.. prolly because ive ignored it so many times when those days it dosent stop ringing.. its like sleep, wake up.. do the stuff i do, work, come back, sleep..

i couldnt really flirt nowadays cuz the confidence level in me as it is, haha.. i couldnt say anything.. maybe not yet huh? shed a few pounds, add a few inches maybe? or is it the size of the wallet? cuz rite now, im using a purse.. seriously. haha..

its been a boring weekend. all i did was jog in the morning and slept throughout the afternoon waking up in the evening ravaging the homecooked food as if i was a prisoner of war.. and all the work running in the morning.. gone.. lol.. someone.. plan an outing or sumthing.. i wanna go out like the previous one.. watching a movie or plain chilling somewhere.. i dont mind.. lol.. but make sure its on a weekend. =)


When i wrote about my "future dreams"
How many years have past since i was my old self?
While swinging between reality and idealization,
My burning passion dissapeared
Do you remember?
Back in the day, we gave all our strength for faint hope.
We lived for tomorrow
Did we forget those feelings somewhere...