As the days goes on.. i keep on working..
continuing my daily life.. its been awhile since ive worked out my body.. damn.. the start of 08 was made great by friends that i never thought i would have.. i kept on thinking about the arrival of the results.. and how i wish it will never ever come out. Right now, im like hovering in the middle of two worlds. One, a world where every child of singapore is accustomed to go through, a world where information is endless and if u work hard enough, ull have a good future. Thats the education world? im not sure.. where school and stuff.. a world where i have been used to for the past 17 years of my life.. Now, a new world has appeared. A world where money is the main game.. where friends hang out everytime.. where u have to work to earn ur money and no teacher would nag at you.. i very well know, there will be a point in time, soon, that i would be forced to choose one side.. im comfortable at where i am now.. i wonder if i wanna go back to that world.. NS is soon enough if i dont. but i wont be upgrading myself in terms of education.. haha.. wad a world huh.. just when ur suiting urself up..

oh,and she used to be my sweetest.
i dont get myself. i hold back myself each time i wanna sms her. but i want to talk to her.. i still have something for her. and all i could do is put it out here. im trying to ease myself by telling myself that, my time is over. Secondary days have gone. but the more i say that, the more i couldnt bring myself to accept that fact. its like, i dont like her, but i like her yet i dont?
confusing rite..
sufian sufian.. haiz. lol.

ARMY / SCHOOL / WORK
choose.