Finally, not too sleepy yet not too tired. Thats why i could blog today! haha.
Let me just vent this out first.
FUCKING SPAMMERS.
fucking attention whores. get a life you freakking decaying pile of turds.
Do it just for fun? Worthless, lifeless morons worser than freakking pond scum.
sorry about that ladies and gentlemans. this is the reason why you would not be seeing me online on msn for awhile. I ve scanned my computer for a gezellion times, yet, i cant do anything about it. I can delete it and i cant quarantine it. I may have to reboot my whole system unless anybody have better plans for me. Need an anti-virus upgrade. fuck.
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Let me just vent this out first.
FUCKING SPAMMERS.
fucking attention whores. get a life you freakking decaying pile of turds.
Do it just for fun? Worthless, lifeless morons worser than freakking pond scum.
sorry about that ladies and gentlemans. this is the reason why you would not be seeing me online on msn for awhile. I ve scanned my computer for a gezellion times, yet, i cant do anything about it. I can delete it and i cant quarantine it. I may have to reboot my whole system unless anybody have better plans for me. Need an anti-virus upgrade. fuck.
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this is what a waffle machine could do to you. Painful experience no? Well, it certainly was to me. lol.
okay! on to other stuff. As usual, ive been working.. working working working.. haha.. my phone bill just arrived along with the internet bill. dang. I actually curbed down my phone bill! YAY! Apparently i just have minimal call usage for outgoing, didnt really finish even a 100 of my free smses yet i have 1000 free every month. how sad but it helps alot! haha.
yes, im still poly-less. i feel as thought i cant face the world. man.
Im still clinging on to my last piece of thread. RP. please take me in..
how pathethic is my situation huh.
Times like this makes me turn to god to ask for help. But why should he after what ive done. i feel like an asshole, cuz when i am in need, id turn to him. If nothing else, its as thought ive forgotten what He is.. so i didnt.
Well, things may turn out differently for me this year. I just need to keep numbing the feeling of fear and lost for not having the next path shown infront of me. Its like im staying in one spot while others are a few yards away from me.
Lets hope things work out for the best huh?
hmm, ive got nothing much to say now. Ive told you guys about my absence in msn so yeah, contact me through my cell aight.
neh, yt-chan, how cruel is fate la huh. want to talk to you soo much, this have to happen. lol..
love ya always!
ILL BE BACK. BET ON IT. lol.
yes, im still poly-less. i feel as thought i cant face the world. man.
Im still clinging on to my last piece of thread. RP. please take me in..
how pathethic is my situation huh.
Times like this makes me turn to god to ask for help. But why should he after what ive done. i feel like an asshole, cuz when i am in need, id turn to him. If nothing else, its as thought ive forgotten what He is.. so i didnt.
Well, things may turn out differently for me this year. I just need to keep numbing the feeling of fear and lost for not having the next path shown infront of me. Its like im staying in one spot while others are a few yards away from me.
Lets hope things work out for the best huh?
hmm, ive got nothing much to say now. Ive told you guys about my absence in msn so yeah, contact me through my cell aight.
neh, yt-chan, how cruel is fate la huh. want to talk to you soo much, this have to happen. lol..
love ya always!
ILL BE BACK. BET ON IT. lol.