Im getting bored more often. It gets even worse when you are waiting for the end of the month. Yes, Im into my reserve tank now. Its killing me.. the wait. 10 more days. I feel like committing suicide.. nah, thats too absurd.. I just feel restless, unsatisfied, worried.. Something like that.

Going to work everyday, seeing the same,doing the same thing there makes it even worse. Arrrggh. what can i do to elevate this boredom of mine.

Ive stuff to complete. Like contacting CMPB regarding my deferment. Once that is done, ive got like 5mnths or less till my O levels. Again. another added stress. I need help for chem and math. How do i study for them without teacher supervision? Will tuitions even work at all? grr..

All these stupid stuff just makes me angry from inside. i wonder myself what does that means.

urgh. was it a mistake? How am i going to do it this time.. Im just fulfiling my parent's wish.

On a happier note, yes, next month, i turn legit! yeah yeah yeah!

ill be able to enroll into a driving centre to take my license. Weeee! Hopefully i can complete it by 3months time or less. Then i can have my own motorbike this year! I can go around and have some real fun. yeah. and then complete that stupid O level again.

Be a Year 1 student with a bike, reaching school late because he got lost getting to school.

lol.

where are the good stuff... roll in like you always did. come on.

I cant even blog happily.