Just when i thought skies ahead were clear, fate just shovelled shit right into my face.
Have you ever lost something valuable other than wallets? How often do you lose these important things? How do you feel afterwards? The heartburn, the pain that you feel, due to your own lack of awareness? Stupidity, carelessness.
Now what if id say, stolen. This, is inevitably, a whole different feeling. Another level. When something valuable, hard-earned, special-gift just go missing, just on another's whim. Oh yes, the heartburn is much hotter and deeper. It makes it even painful when the one you suspect is likely the one who really did it and you ve got no fucking way to prove it.
you toss and turn in bed.
Revengeful scenes running through your mind, 1,00,000,000 of it. (okay, im exagerrating)
You just dont want to let it go.
Kill that person.
What do you do, when you re facing all these, and you refuse to keep quiet?
Even if you dont want to, knowing that bastard who did it, is going to be around you.
Then youd start turning to god. Hoping that some divine intervention would happen.
i really feel like shit right now.
like the title says.. goddamnit. Some Johnny Walker would do the trick, really. Never needed it soo badly in my life till now.
I needed a way to calm down, so i thought, maybe inah could do the trick. She did, thank you, but i was... but, just, UURGH. I cant stand it. Needed more support, more water for the fire.
thank god i talked to thinesh about this, cause if i didnt, i was dead set on confronting and possibly giving this jerk, an ass whooping at work. and i know, if thinesh knew about it this, and if i were to really go on a ass whooping fiesta, he'd jump right on the boat.
Thanks dei, talking to you made me feel better, serious. I just couldnt calm down. Guess needed someone to talk to, with much more assurance.
Not that inah wasnt that assuring lah. thanks guys.
wait till din hears about this. man.