everyday thingkins..

todae was fun.. i mean yesterday.. LOL.. went to safra.. watch the world cup.. actualli dun really watch.. but she asked me to come down.. so i came.. coincidentally, i called down max which happened to be able to "ton" to my surprise.. LOL.. so he came down.. wit karzaily.. den zul and derrick came along.. it was fun.. i was with her until 1 plus.. untill the match was over cuz she got to go home.. :P.. it was fun.. i realised sumthin.. i may have this "confused feelings" but each time i see one guy near her, i feel kinda intimidated.. especially.. if they are like the gangster type (pieces of shit).. have those looks... makes me feel "jealous?" im not really sure.. i noe tt she has the freedom to make her own frens.. but seriously.. sumtimes i do feel intimidated.. LOL.. well.. i m not really tt jealous.. i jus dun like those kinda guys.. i realised tt i heart her more than i usually do.. i was fun.. stayed up the whole day untill todae.. came home and my mom went to work alrdy.. im sure gonna get killing from her.. walau.. tommorrow stil got the thing leh.. den she confirm will come down de.. i dun i can la this time cuz i alrdy went yestrdy.. i jus dun wan her to see tt guy.. jy.. fuck.. wad do i do????