hey.. its been a long time since ive blog. maybe its due to some people. but hey, forget abt those.. i wonder what was i thinkin back then. now i have realised. well enough abt that shit. todae was an ok day. as usual, math sucks and im still nowhere. i still dunnoe my stuff.now im beginning to wonder wether will i even make it. goddamnit. hmm startin of the day was already rushing, fuck man, i keep losing my grip nowadays. i jus dunnoe why. well i tot i have been late for my dnt deadline but mr ong gave another week. all i have to do is jus to paint the thing and im done. nth special happened todae. i have no idea why but its just getting same day by day.. damnit i dunnoe what kinda friends i have at school seriously. after 4 freakkin years and i seeing some behaviours by ppl tt is still childish and worst of it all backstabbers, gossipers. i hate this man, why cant it jus go lik normal. i realised tt i have to be freakkin careful to who i make frens with. my best buds supposedly two of them have changed. one have indulged into the world of smoking and now with his " BROTHERS" wad the fuck. and worst of it all, the "BROTHERS' i know them and they are also my frens but they have this way of treatin ppl differently and i hate it man. another one of my bud is now a money licker. he hangs out with his frens who is loaded with money and its oklah if the money is owned but stolen from thier own family. how sick can it get lah.. i mean its still ur fuckin money. and here my fren, being bought stuffs that he would not get if he saves. wad the hell. damn mnman.. i just wanna get my N and O over and done with. i jus wanna have a fresh start. tads all.