the damn day i was waitin for has finally arrived.. Wednesday is my most favoured day for the whole of my class..especially me.. i love it cuz it has P.E!! WOOHOO haha.. but it was all useless.. i didnt get to sweat out much as 4/4 was doin other stuff.. damn it.. no floorball.. and wads worst, i found out tt my weight went up another 10 kg.. issit normal? or im gettin fatter again.. NOOOoOOOoOo and ive only reached the height of 168m.. wad the fuckk!!!!!! i aimed to reach 170 by the end of the year.. damn it..i wan to maintain good lifestyle so i ve started goin to the gym.. UP TILL NOW, IVE MISSED ABT 4 FREAKKIN SESSIONS.. DAMMNIT!!!!!!!! i ve tried to prioritise but i worry alot abt stuff.. and now my oncoming fcuking N levels.. damnit.. haizz.. todae trainin was super tiring man.. and added to my frustration, the "fear" came back.. he came back jus to give us a telling off.. damn man.. wad he said really insulted me and made me angry. to think tt he still has the cheek to say tt.. damn it.. he came back and say tt how did i trained my cadets?who the fuck is he to say tt.. we did wad we can.. yeah ok maybe he did was there for us.. but after we took over.. he was lik the wind.. come and go.. we had nobody to turn to.. no CLT support.. it was lik we nvr had any CLTS at all.. and now he comes back sayin this.. this is such an insult.. goddamnit.. arggh.. tads all ah
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