rush rush rush..

well.. todae was fine.. nothing much happened.. lately i ve been involved wit way too many girls.. damn.. i jus dun wanna be having feelings for any one of them.. although there is a possibility tt the cupid's arrow has struck me once again.. but its all wishful thinkin on my part.. she and i, can nvr happen.. there is alot of stuff why but the bottomline is, it can nvr happen..starting to see sumtimes.. and share probs.. i actually have a crush on her a long time ago.. way back in sec 3.. well as it seems now.. i dun think it is possible.. dun even think about it.. so yeah..i dun mind being the one who she calls up last minute to company her do stuff, or listen to her ever insecurities, or jus a simple trip to the shop i m happy.. i maybe a jerk writing here and not tellin her.. well, i dun think its the time to do so.. my dnt was extended by ong clamp.. wad a rare occurance of kindness om his part.. i was like rushin all the way trying to finish wad was expected to be done in 6 months in just a few hours time.. i have friends who are worst of then me.. he lost his folio and now rushin..i had a good trainin.. but sumthing dissapointting happened.. my sir totally lost his respect from me.. i noe i have no rights to say this but its just how i feel.. i understand he was "AWOL" for quite awhile and naturally, rusted on his stuff. he came back now and start poinmting out mistakes.. when i looked the way he took the parade.. damn.. he lost his respect from me.. even if u do not know how to take a parade for a very long time, u shud have atleast act professional.. instead. he goes taking us, shouting with toilet clarity.. slumpish annoucing the commamds.. he himself did not pul his hands 45 degrees back.. kept on adjusting, looked to his side.. he still has the cheek to scold us. goddamit..i was pissed off when we ended.. aight. time for me to crash.. i cant take it anymore.. i and tai seng did an organized for the teachers day tts comin..