happenings..

this is all too sudden man.. i cant concentrate.. my N s are coming in a few days time and here am i stayin at ppl's crib overnight playing video games.. i just wanna get this over and done with.. goddamnit.. btw my guys have been trainin hard and we are seeing results. tomorrow is the show time.. we are gonna rock the sch.. haha.. hmm well.. now is abt her.. i feel lik as if i can hide it from her,.. its good enough and i hope she figure this out.. i dun care how long it takes but i hope tt she noe im sincere.. i may not be tt good looking.. fit and all this stuff.. one thing i noe.. i treat her rite.. i ll ttry my best to be there for her.. this another wait will start again.. why must i wait.. evrytime i like someone, why cant i just go to her and tell her and finds out tt she likes me too.. haizz.. she could go with other guys and its unavoidable.. haizz.. i just hope through my actions she will see.. a year older.. hmm can wad.. there is no harm to it.. but i feel like she sees me nothin more than a good fren.. fat chance.. hazz.. well sch ahs been draggy.. i m beginning to get tired of dnt now.. pls jus lemme get it over and done with.. im chosen to speak in for my class graduating class ceremony.. haha.. well it feels as if im gonna end my secondary education.. in a 1 year and 4 mnths time.. haha i feel it dat way cuz u noe.. this year came and now its ending.. dun u feel as if its going fast? well i hope i realli get through my N levels and My O levels.. just enough to get to new concept of studyn.. POLY.. i noe its not reallie tt good but i just cant wait to get out of my uniform.. haha.. my Ncc life gonna end soon.. and soon it will be lonely and painfull .. haizz.. i hope.. realli hope tt i can just get through and be safe..