LOL. latest annoucement. the CROW have left for a holidays at the maldives (god knows where is tt.) but IT LL BE BACK. i just called it and it agreed to be one wit me again. (so vic, dun worry.. it aint ur faultlah. nvr was) maybe its a good change for the time being. learn to be silent and not hurt ppls feelings. I dunnoe why im lik dat. but its just fun. well i gonna learn how to really shut my trap.
Words may seem easy to say. Uve been talkin all ur life. i wonder how ppl felt wen i made fun of them. i guess its me. i seem to have forgotten how it felt. i was once the topic of humor at p sch cuz i was fat. lol. i have these so called frens but most of the time they are laughin becuz of me. i felt lik shit. Now they seem to have change cuz they saw the change i went through and met them at teachers day. I must have forgotten how it felt to keep it inside of me till one day it all came out. A fren of mine woke me up on tt. i guess i can joke. but a limit.
i dunnoe why. Feelings for her are lik fading away from me. i dun wan tt but it feels lik as if it is really fading away. i think its because the fact tt i noe i won be able to get her. despite being told many times to tell her. i wont confirm tt the feelings are starting to go. and i think its good for me as for the sake of the N. shud i give up? No. wait.. it didnt even start. maybe its just foolish thinking on my part. maybe it is. is it?