haizz..

had my first N level paper todae.. man.. i dun realli noe how to sae this but.. i feel like i ve done my best in it.. i feel good abt the paper.. hahha.. well den.. i had a good day.. just ur norm day.. man.. i have mixed feelings actualli.. there is alot..im now worrying abt my N math.. man.. i realli need it to get out of outram.. i hope the stalford can do sumthin for me.. as i was sayin.. i went home after my papers.. was suppose to pass kendrick the batteries but lazy.. and i didnt brought it... sorry man.. and so after tt.. i went to meet raj and victoria.. they were at habourfront mac.. so i came... before tt had to top up my ez link.. man i was lik damn scared abt askin her for the money.. i hate it.. i need money myself.. my dad is even cancelling his insurance money... man.. is it becuz of my tuition? if it is.. den ive got to know abt it.. i reallie need help... so.. jia jie and weichin was there.. when i reach there.. i was reallie into studiying.. i keep on readin the same pages over and over again.. ihope and can do well tomorrow.. so as i was studyin.. i didnt reallie talk much at first.. didnt have the mood to do so.. my gramps.. she could go anytime now.. DAMN. nicole came todae.. we had new york pizza.. which was lik so goddamn big lah.. man.. i shared with raj.. along the way.. we talk till lik 6++ and sent them home.. victoria's crib was like damn cool lah.. way into the forest.. man.. i would love to have a hse lik dat..... //// its abt her.. not vic.. but her.. i thought abt her the whole day.. was like waitin sumthin to pop out.. anythin tt got to do with her.. i cherish every time spent tghr wit her.. man.. i cant stop thinkin abt her.. i noe la she just take me as a close friend.. i just hope for the better.. she likes me oso? tt will be later.. i guess tt requires time.. man.. ill wait..