my gramps..

i dunnoe wad happened to her.. seriously.. why must this happen to her now.. WHY. she been acting strangly... and now.. her condition is gettin worse.. wad the hell shud i do?? i need to find someone to blame for this to happen to her.. goddamnit.. there is so much tt i wan to say.. but i just dunnoe how to take it all out.. seriously.. i wan to tell someone. but i cant.. she is now goin nuts.. thats the common term la.. and recently.. i just got to know.. she just had a stroke and now in a semi coma state.. and she can go off.. as in u know wad lah.. anytime now.. how can she end her life in this state.. after all tt she did for me in my life.. why is this happenin to her again.. i wan to see the old her.. i miss the old her.. now i dun even noe wad to do when i see her.. now she is AH... transferred from IMH.. god.. even i cant see her.. man.. why must this happen now.. everythin was ok.. evrything was normal.. and after awhile .. she became lik tt.. i need to really noe wad happen.. DAMN..