Ahh~ isnt life sweet if it was like manga? Being a teenage guerilla riding gigantic robots, have a female death-god pierce your heart and unleash your wild power or maybe be the guy who's dad is a kickass ninja sealing a powerful demonic fox into you when you were a baby?
Japanese animation has sunked its fang into me quite deep and it dosent plan to stop poisining me any further.
Like any other human being who says "ahh, listening to opera frees my soul", "Being on the fast sport makes me feel alive" and many forms of these so called escapes, anime is mine. For that 30mins of characters who come alive just because thier authors are soo good with their imagination and companies sponsors them, get freed. Free from this world of mine thats revolves around working and study. Inevitable, yes.
but, my life is much greater than that of anime characters. I get to live my life.
its just that, everynow and then, it fucking sucks. heh.
Which makes me recall something that i read about. "Are humans given birth in life as a test of survival? Put our beliefs aside for a bit and we re all the same. Given birth to study, to work and then die?" He then goes on about the transition of life in phases. From support of parents, studying, working, adulthood, parenthood and death. It was clear to me that whoever it was, is tired of the life that he is living. It wasnt concluded.
I think, what was missing is, fun. Among all those phases, the transitions, you ve got to have fun. Im not one to say on studying, but fun, comes in a form of friends. There is an element for fun in every phases that was mentioned, of course, excluding death lah. Unless, you wanna have some fun before you die. Possible. I shall not say anything about parenthood since i havent had any experience on that. If you think its too hard to earn money, well too bad, blame your parents for not being rich? He expressed so much hate in this process of finding money and working.. I think, if you want to find money easily, then do a job that you love.
i wonder why i got soo worked up about this. haha.
then again, im having too much fun too nowadays.
take care people. time for some sexy kaname chidori! lol.