calm AFTER the storm.

Oh, for the first time ever, you people just witness, no, read, a real nerve-wrecking moment for me. Hours before the papers, that pretty much reduced my life to what it is now, a million different things were running through my mind. Thats how nervous i am, especially for math papers. I dont know if its a curse or lazyness in the whole of my life. If i were to take the latter, the problem runs in a few males in this family of mine. Eitherways, ive sat it, it gone. Paper 1 that is.

and did i tell you before that i had a dream before taking O level Maths paper last year? Let me just refresh a little bit because i know, my future son or daugther will sure get to know about this.

In this dream, I started out walking up. Everyone looked normal, gloomy i should say. I continued on to the spiral staircase, taking my time. Next thing i know, i was at my designated table, in the very middle of the hall among everyone. The paper started. I looked at it and all of a sudden, I just stood up, start shouting and ran towards the blue exit doors. Then i tripped and rolled down the spiral staircase. Poof! that was it. Told a few people about this and they had a good laugh. This is mental-scarring evidence. That i fucking hate math. hah.

anyways, im cool now. That was some real shitty 2 hours of my life back there.

Noticed the blog? Well, I keep reverting colours, but using the same blogger skin. I think, its simple and easy to use. I could even match the colours of the page whenever i do a new blog banner. and a little bit about the banner. Some of you might find it contradictive of me when i answer your questions as to when im finding a girlfriend yet in the banners and such, i put up lines like that. Well, its true that, im taking my time and im not ready but ya know, it feels lonely at times. Bahh, anime would replace it the moment i start watching. haha.

Did i use that word right? sounds right to me though. lol.
Now, I wonder whats for dinner. hmm..