1.54am and its raining outside.. Lightning, lightning, lightning. Scares the shit out of me at times.. Sometimes, i wonder if its a sign that god is angry at me. I wonder about what.

Oh there goes the lightning again.
its 2.00am now. That time gap in between was how long it took for me to write down this sentence. I wonder why i feel shitty.

2.02am's lightning was bomb. Fuck.
I miss yt at times like these. I dont know why. She can understand better i guess.

I hate this negativity, that bears down on everyonce in awhile. Emo is childish fuck. This isnt me.